I had trouble falling asleep last night.  I couldn’t get my brain to stop spinning.  Too many things up in the air right now.  I’m quitting my job and moving to Guatemala.  Housing options seem to be quite limited right now in Antigua.  Sig is looking into something that a group of us could share but if that doesn’t pan out, I’m not sure where I’ll end up.  Logistics aside, I’m about to take permanent custody of our daughter and become a SAHM – major life style change.  Steve is job hunting due to some uncertainty about the stability of the company he is with.  There isn’t much happening in his field in our city so we are looking at a potential big move to another state.  In other words, I may come home and not live here anymore.   All of these changes have the potential to be exciting but with them happening all at once and me having so little control over any of them, I found myself tossing and turning.